sometimes amazed

sometimes I’m amazed at how beautiful people are. sometimes I’m amazed at how God provides. sometimes I’m amazed at the depth of our brokenness. sometimes I’m amazed at his strength. sometimes I’m amazed he’s still around. sometimes I’m amazed she never stops getting me. sometimes I’m amazed at how someone can turn their back on God so easily. sometimes I’m amazed at how it feels to be alone when surrounded by people. sometimes I’m amazed He hasn’t given up on me. sometimes I’m amazed I haven’t given up on me. sometimes I’m amazed at how much goodbye hurts. sometimes I’m amazed at how much the right decision can haunt. sometimes I’m amazed at where I am. sometimes I’m amazed at how He gets my attention. sometimes I’m amazed at my ability to love. sometimes I’m amazed at how much I’m loved. sometimes I’m amazed at how much better laughing makes me feel. sometimes I’m amazed at the depth of his gratitude. sometimes I’m amazed at how blessed I am. sometimes I’m amazed I was so wrong about her. sometimes I’m amazed I was so wrong about him. sometimes I’m amazed at His creation. sometimes I’m amazed at how He lets us hurt, just so that we can love more. sometimes I’m amazed at how much deeper I breathe simply by having her near. sometimes I’m amazed at how much I hurt simply b/c he does. sometimes I’m amazed at how much I feel simply b/c she does.

and always, always, I’m amazed by Him.